Unexpected PTSD Triggers

A photo was shared in a volunteer group I’m in today of the Snowdrop Room at Kettering General Hospital where Aneurin was born and it completely and utterly floored me. I was sitting in the…

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Keepsake Gifts For Bereaved Parents

I’ve had a few emails lately both from parents asking where I’ve bought my own keepsakes and from family and friends of parents who have recently experienced the death of a baby asking for suggestions…

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Two Years (And Thirteen Days)

My darling boy,  Forgive me. Forgive me for not writing this sooner. For not doing more, for not being more. My instinct is to blame myself for not being a good enough parent to you,…

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One Year

I wrote this a year to the day we went into hospital to be induced with Aneurin. I wasn’t sure I wanted to publish it because I wanted Aneurin’s anniversary week to be positive, which…

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Same Milestones, Different Babies

When we were trying for baby no. 2 we purposefully kept our pants on the month we knew a due date would fall around Aneurin’s birthday. We knew that would be too difficult and we…

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